Sunday, May 10, 2026

Holy cow

There was a certain pious man who had a cow. The cow worked all week diligently but rested on Shabbat. The pious man had to sell the cow to a non-Jew. The cow continued to work as it always did, but would stop on Shabbat. When her new owner saw that, he went to the pious man. The pious man whispered to the cow's ear that now that she belonged to a non-Jew, she could work on Shabbat, and the cow went to work. The pious man explained to the new owner what happened.

The non-Jew was not satisfied. The cow knew about Shabbat, and he did not. He went to study and converted. His name was Rabbi Yochanan ben Torta (cow in Aramaic).

This cow was a reincarnation of Vashti, the first queen of the Purim story. She used to make Jewish women work on Shabbat. She corrected this in her next life as a cow. In fact, the pious man recognized the fact and sold her because of it. 

The non-Jew who bought the cow was the reincarnation of Ahasverosh, the king in the Purim story. That was his correction (tikkun).

Art: Cows Resting by Rosa Bonheur

Sunday, March 9, 2025

Ki Tisa - Love your wife

To understand what it means, "You must observe my Shabbat day," we need to look at the first letters of the words. 

אַךְ אֶת-שַׁבְּתֹתַי, תִּשְׁמֹרוּ כִּי אוֹת הִוא בֵּינִי וּבֵינֵיכֶם

The first letters are

  אשתך אהוב

or 

"Love your wife."

That means that a man must love his wife and be with her. Therefore, the following words start with the letters

וְשָׁמְרוּ בְנֵי-יִשְׂרָאֵל, אֶת-הַשַּׁבָּת

or

ביאה - intimacy.

What follows is

אֶת-הַשַּׁבָּת לְדֹרֹתָם

or 

אהל, tent, and that is always a hint to his wife.

Monday, December 9, 2024

Vayishlach - Why did Jacob get into a fight with a man at night?

Jacob got into a fight with a man he met at night. Why did Jacob put himself in danger by going out alone at night?

The story goes that after Jacob took his family across the river, he came back because he had forgotten some small vessels. So again, why? These were clay vessels, not worth much.

The answer is this.

The soul of the righteous consists of 248 parts. But for the righteous, each part of his soul contains numerous sparks of many other righteous souls. Anything that comes to a righteous person in this world comes not only for him but also for the multiple sparks of other souls in him. So it is not his alone.

This is why the righteous love their possessions. And this is why Jacob came back for the small vessels, for if he did not, it would look as if he did not want them – but instead, he needed to show that he loved them too. 

In the beginning, the spiritual forces wanted to imitate God by giving of their own. But they could not because God does not need anything. Out of this desire, they burst, and it was parts of these spiritual forces that Jacob came to retrieve.

Art: Jacob Wrestling with the Angel by Rembrandt Van Rijn

Saturday, September 28, 2024

Listen, Earth! (Haazinu)

What does Moses mean when he says, "Listen attentively, Heaven, and I will speak; give ear, Earth, to my words?"

The Torah has two levels: the secret and the simple one. First, there is the secret. It is for people who are like angels. Secrets are not for everybody, and they may be hard to understand. To them, Moses will "speak" - "medaber," which usually means harsh words.

The simple meaning is for the masses. To them, Moses addresses "words" - "amira", which usually denotes pleasant, endearing conversation.

But if, after all, the essential meaning is the secret one, why is the simple understanding needed at all? The answer is in the next phrase, "As the small rain upon the tender grass, as the showers upon the herb." When one is only beginning, they learn the simple meaning. They are like tender grass that cannot absorb and withstand heavy rain. After they have learned the basic facts, they become stronger and ready for the secret.

Art: L'Yerres, Pluie by Gustave Caillebotte

Sunday, August 18, 2024

How to drink? (Ekev)

The word "drink" has a numerical value of 715. This is composed of four spellings of the name "everpresent," three spellings of the name "I will be," and the number of letters in these names. That is what one should have in mind anytime that he or she drinks anything. 

This is found in Ekev because of the phrase, "Man lives not only by bread but by all that comes from the mouth of God." The soul does not get sustenance from bread since bread is physical, but from the blessings that man pronounces.

Details are below.

יוד הי ויו הי=72

יוד הה ואו הה = 63

יוד הא ואו הא = 45

יוד הה ו'ו הה = 52

232

אלף הי יוד הי 

111+15+20+15=161

אלף הא יוד הא

111+6+20+6=143

אלף הה יוד הה  

111+10+20+10=151

455

28 letter

232+455+28=715

שתיה

ש=300

ת=400

י=10

ה=5

715

Art: Drinking Water by Jean Leon Gerome Arnaut


Sunday, June 30, 2024

Tents of Korah, Dathan and Abiram (Korach)

Dathan and Abiram were priests (Levy), but they wanted more. They argued that "all the Jewish people are holy," and everyone has the right to serve in the Temple. They tried to bring fragrant spices, usurping the privilege of a Kohen, and they were burnt by fire that came from Heaven.

Dathan and Abiram were reincarnated as two bulls, which Elijah used in his competition with 450 prophets of Baal. Dathan was a more elevated soul, and his lot was to be a sacrifice to God. But Abiram was not on such a level, and his lot was to be sacrificed to Baal. Abiram did not want that. Elijah had to whisper in his ear that he, too, would serve a good purpose - by not being accepted.

Now, compare the two incarnations. Dathan and Abiraam were burned by fire from Heaven for trying to advance their selfish goals. As two bulls, they did it right. They were also burnt by fire from Heaven, but this time, Elijah used them as a sacrifice to God.

Art: Cows Resting by Rosa Bonheur

Tuesday, June 18, 2024

Whose Bad, Moshe or All Else? (Behaalotcha)

When Jews wanted meat, God killed them. Moses said to God, "If this is how you are going to treat me, please go ahead and kill me—if I have found favor in your eyes—and do not let me face my own bad.” 

It should say, "Your bad." Jews were bad, not Moses. But the story goes back to many reincarnations. Moses was a reincarnation of Abel. But so, too, was his enemy, Balaam. It is in their names. Moses' name hints that he was a reincarnation of Abel and Shet

משה, שת, הבל

But Balaam, too, was from Abel.

חבל בלעם

It all started with Eve. The Snake injected her with a bad smell. After that, all humanity had mixed good and bad. The leaders of "Erev Rav," a mixed multitude, were Yunus and Yumbrus, sons of Balaam, the enemy of the Jewish people. That is why Moses considered them "his own bad." He did not agree with them, but they were his people.

These fractions of the people will continue to fight. However, in the future, "death will be eradicated." This phrase also has the name of Abel.

בִּלַּע הַמָּוֶת לָנֶצַח

So why does evil exist? Why did Balaam have to utter the greatest blessing ever for the Jewish people? Moses could say it! However, when Balaam said it, the bad angel was forced to confirm and say, "Amen." For the complete eradication of evil, the blessings to Jews must be pronounced by their worst enemies.

Art: The Butcher's Shop by Bartolomeo Passerotti